Unsetteled

Let me laugh out loud
You wanna know if everything's allright
Well, actually it's not, I could sream out

You wanna know why
Well, the answer's easy
'Cause I could die

Oh no, don't worry
It's not your fault
I gotta say I'm sorry

I fell in love with you
Then again no
Later, I thought you did do, too

So I got panic
Ran for miles
Our talks just were mechanic

After, there was silence
Our talks weren't long
I've tried to build a fence

Sadly,  I saw it made no sense
I've still been in love with you
And that's why I pulled down the fence

Well, I fell in love again
Go crazy thinking about you
Therewith I feel sad kind of pain

'Cause everytime I talk to you
Feels like I'm talking to a wall
Words burst at your surface; don't go through

And now, I am confused
I love you, stonger than before
Feeling sick, a little bit used

But I can't blaim you for this
It was a ping-pong game
I didn't have the bliss

I need to give up
Don't wanna play games with you
I just need to stop

It's so hard to talk like that
The look in your eyes
It makes me dread

There is so much I wanna say
But I know, I won't get your love
No, this won't happen anyway

I've played my last card
I've lost my way
Got nothing but a broken heart

And now you ask if I'm okay
It's so ironic
I say you may go but you stay

And presently, I don't know where I stand
Do I want you; Do you want me
Please make it easier; by running away or taking my hand